..something and someone a lot. Well, I'm just reminiscing the greatest things that I had. :)
CJ - Oops. Don't be mistaken. That's not a name of a crush or what. It's Commerce Journal, the very first organization (if can be considered such) I had in UST. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to continue my stay there for some personal reasons and mistakes. I miss this org so much because it really has a lot to offer. It gave way to my inner talents; let me realized that there's really a lot more in me to offer; and there's a lot more that I want to do with my life.
I'm planning, but hesitant, to take the screenings again next year. I'm afraid that I'll commit the
same mistakes again because of our busy schedule. 7days a week is beyond hell, right? Err. 1 whole day, 3 half days and 3 semi-half days. Who wouldn't loathe that schedule? I don't know how can I balance school and fun. I don't just want to spend my whole 2nd year life with those shitty books, notes, powerpoints, handouts, et cetera. I also want to have some time for my org (if I'm gonna have one) and/or visit the mall at least bimonthly but the way I see it, it's impossible. :|
My bestfriend - Err. I miss her so much. :(( By just knowing that fact, it makes me want to cry already. I'm serious.
I remember when I attended 09's graduation, I saw Ate Jena, my bestfriend's sister. I haven't seen Ate Jena since Jane left for States. They look so much alike that I can imagine that my bestfriend was there too. Ate Jena's much taller, though. Having been talked to Ate Jena, my eyes got teary but I tried to, as much as possible, hide it to her because I don't want to end our conversation with those tears falling. Thank God, she wasn't able to notice it. Hehe. She said, my bestfriend's so busy. She has to have time for her family, of course, for her studies, for her work and for her boyfriend. It's great and flattering to know that out of her very, very busy schedule, she still manages to send me updates about her (though it's not that often). I keep on asking her when is she going to visit us here. She just says she doesn't know yet but if she's to be asked, she really wants to visit us here as soon as right now. How I wish she can visit us soon or I am to visit her there. Lol. Maybe, when I have a job already, I'll ask my aunt to help me do the papers especially the visa and of course, I'll save money to get there for her. I hope that'll happen. But for now, I should just keep my faith strong.
{everything wonderful}
